Ortiur's Blog

I am not a mind reader

2010-04-15T20:46:00.000-07:00

*Rant, Caps insured*

Hm about a few weeks ago I was home by myself minding my own business when my dogs started barking. I thought like usual they are barking at no one until I heard someone knocking so I opened it to see my sister who apparently forgot her keys and gave me attiude for not opening it.

So I went to the toilet muttering If I open the door I get yelled at, if I don't open the door I get yelled at or get attitude. Somehow my sister hears that and yells at me (While I am in the toilet) and slams my bedroom door because I am in the toilet. So I get out, wash my hands and slam my door close because well she pissed me off by calling me self centered (How in the world did she even get that sentence is self centered is beyond me considering I was talking to my self. Which when I do MIND YOUR DAMN BUSINESS!).

So then I hear her storming back from her room, of course this is actually typical unlike a normal sister she doesn't ignore the mutterings or ignore the slamming of the door (Which when she does it, nobody screams at her) tired of this I decide to place my bed against the door and stand behind where it would be....

Now maybe she takes steroids (jk) or my bed is lightweight but somehow she managed to open the door and the bed moves easily and she screams at me calling me a self centered bastard. Then she goes on about how she's sick and she has a sore back. So what I am a mind reader now? This isn't the first time she expects me to know when she is sick. Last year when she was doing the dishes and I came out to say hi she went psychotic on me and then started crying in her bed before lecturing me.. How was I supposed to know she had a cold? I am not a freaking mind reader! Yet somehow she misses the when I am sad or angry or can't stand being around her, and she calls me self centered (Trust me my sister is the most self centered, well second most self centered in the world and thinks the world revolves around her, gets it from my mother the temper and bitchy moods).

Now after she finished screaming at me she slammed my door and stormed away, so I open the door and slam it myself which she proceeds to make a scream (And I got scared that I thought her fingers got caught but no it's just her not able to ignore things). Now if this was the only time she was a bitch and expects me to know everything (And hello hearing impaired, watching TV + Dogs barking I am not going to freaking hear the door!).

So I run out of the house because otherwise I would do something I would regret. And then went to the petrol station and brought some chocolates and coke and gave it saying sorry to my sister...

But what was I apologizing for? The fact I was talking to myself (I have no idea how that first sentence that she went bitchy on would mean anymore then anything) or slamming my door. I didn't even say much to her, or the fact I didn't scream back.
And you know the worse part? She didn't apologize for calling me a self centered bastard which hurts. She barely ever apologizes for anything she ever says to me.

Not end of the rant.
In the following week on Thursday I had gone out down in the neighborhood and I don't know, I was ever so happy. I was singing to myself, even doing a little dance not caring what other people thought. I was happy, then I went home to eat lunch. As I went to the freezer my sis asks me why I am not going to my grandmother's house, because I had plans already made for Friday to go out to the shops long before she had told me this. And then she made it sound like I didn't care about them (They were in a car accident earlier in the year but I didn't go see them, I knew they would be okay), and at this point my happiness pummels to the ground.

So I walk out the door with her yelling at me. Halfway down the street you think that would get her to leave me alone, but no she proceeds to text me and tell me I am rude and selfish (I am sorry, does she drop a coin or so in those charity tins? Does she try to help people when she can? No I think that's me the guy who would give a homeless person 100$.)

Then I say fine I will come (So I don't have to deal with her) of course altering my plans, it's funny when she has plans I can't stop her but she drops the guilt bucket on me.

I am so tired of her, I am done with her and I need to get out of this house, I can't deal with her anymore. And answer me, do you think I am a selfish bastard?

Hilarious plan

2010-03-15T22:19:00.000-07:00

This is just mostly a reference so I don't forget. On April 1st I plan on playing a April Fools Joke on my cousin, I am gonna ring him up and pretend I am a FBI Agent who wants to speak with him.

Then on my niece's birthday when my uncle comes over I am gonna do the same thing but have my cousin record his reaction while I am outside making the call. See a few years ago he pretended he was a cop when I answered the phone, I would love to get him back for that and FBI is more serious. I will call my Aunt first and tell her to give it to him.

Where do I belong?

2010-03-15T20:11:00.000-07:00

I doubt anyone even reads my blog anymore since I haven't updated in almost a year but oh well.

I don't know who I am anymore, I am not the same person as I was 10 years ago, hell even 5 years ago. It seems like one by one my dreams are crushed and something out there loves screwing me around. I am gonna try writing a story, whoever I am, whatever my destiny is there's gotta be a reason why I write stories all the time. I gotta be someone.

Amber Benson, my favorite actress and a very nice person has done many things by the time she reached 24. Acting, Published a comic book, producing, directing and other stuff and I just wished I could be good as her well she's not perfect but I like it. Maybe I can be good, do things just like Amber. Sitting around and doing nothing cannot be my life, I refuse to believe that. I have got have some greater calling.

And who knows, maybe publishing a book (Not a crappy one, I will not settle for that) might able to get me to LA one, and maybe even somehow meet Amber Benson.

Comedy Shows

2009-07-06T21:09:00.000-07:00

Random topic, just wanted to post something but not sure what. Anyways I really do like comedy shows, especially when I am angry or upset they manage to get me distracted and laughing again, The ones I watch are Everybody Loves Raymond, Friends, Fresh Prince of Bel Air, Two and a half men and How I met your mother, pretty good comedies really. Wish however S5 and 6 of Bel Air would come out in Australia already.

Graphics Card

2009-06-21T21:25:00.000-07:00

You know what is more annoying then having a crappy graphics card? Is getting one that is only slightly better but not that great.

See this story starts in January when I decided once and for all to buy a Graphics card, but I was stupid enough to tell my mum to buy it instead, she goes and buy a 100$ one (I would have brought a 300$ which probably would have been better). A GeForce9400 Graphics card.

Now I thought this would be the end of my troubles, and okay Fallout 3 now loads (But goes to desktop without warning at times especially after playing for hours), Oblivion doesn't crash as often (But still does) and the Sims 2 seemed to be fine (But still runs slowly, especially with large family). Now my brother and his fiancee (At the time, yes the same ones mentioned in the Wedding post) helped me put this card in, my sister in law told me that it might not work better since there are graphics card that don't run games.

And apparently it's this one, it doesn't run The Sims 3 (I haven't got that yet but I have heard), now I am gonna get another card and this time will be by myself and I will pay 700$ for the best one I can find if I have to (And runs even top end games smoothly, also I shouldn't tell anyone especially my sis who probably have a problem with it and tittletale to my mother>.> until I get it).

But my bro and his newly wife are on thier honeymoon and won't be back for ten days, I think around 29th June they might be back, or the 30th. However I will wait a week after they return before asking them to help me put a new graphics card in (If I have one by then).

So if anyone knows the best graphics card (For games like Fallout 3, Oblivion, The Sims 2 & 3,, I don't know what graphics card are used for other then that) or know someone who knows then please tell me.

Wedding

2009-06-19T00:59:00.000-07:00

Well my brother's wedding was last Sunday, he got married to a wonderful girl named Stacey who I am glad to have as my sister in law.

The wedding was practially perfect, I want my wedding to be like that whenever I get married. I kinda miss it already lol, anyways besides my videocamera fizzing out and missing the ceremony nothing much went wrong. I was a groomsmen so my sis's boyfriend held the videocamera. I also did a wonderful speech that everyone loved, it was a surprise and a good one.

Childhood showtimes

2009-06-11T21:14:00.000-07:00

You know I been thinking alot more lately about why when you become older you are expected to give up the things you love, peer pressure? to fit in? If we were all the same then that would get boring.

Why I am talking about this is because I love Pokemon, an anime show with cards and games too that I collect/Play with. For a while in High School I hide that I liked Pokemon and stopped collecting cards until about thw 11th grade when I didn't care what people thought anymore. Sure watching Sesame Street and Playschool when you are in your twenties is a bit much (I don't watch it) but why is everything that you liked as a child classified as that? Infact if I had been 21 when Pokemon came out (I would be 31 now:P) but I probably still would have liked it. I think maybe the world expects you to love things that you didn't watch as a child. Well I say who cares what they think, the world needs to let people be thier own person, and if I had a girlfriend who had a problem with it then I guess I wouldn't be destined to be.

Birthday party

2009-06-07T20:25:00.000-07:00

Well the birthday party was great, although not everyone came in costumes but aleast they came anyways and they left at like 5:30, most anyway rather then 4 like usual which I was glad,the Frosts (Relatives) would have stayed even longer if they didn't have to go to some other party at 5:30.

Anyways it was good, I made a costume contest as well, and there was a pinata. I am thinking of every Christmas, Birthday and probably easter too I am gonna try something differe,t mostly constents or whatever I think of.

21st birtrhday party

2009-06-05T22:51:00.001-07:00

Well my 21st birthday party is tomorrow, excited and all, can't wait.

Gasp! He makes a post!

2009-03-29T03:50:00.000-07:00

I don't know if anyone ever looks here anymore, I guess they do by the messages left.

Anyway for starters, a week from tomorrow I am going to have a niece. Well she could be born right now to next Monday for all I know, anyways I am excited about that.

Nice to see some changes on EO, I haven't tried it myself but when I meet up with Karysah I will most likely explore with her. And speaking of which say a Happy Birthday for Kary! In three days (Four for her) she turns 17.

That's about it, but there's a chance I could be more active on EO who knows.

Update

2008-11-18T15:00:00.001-08:00

Hi everyone who might still be reading this, not sure who would be yet. I am just updating my blog which I haven't posted since oh May. Wow it has been a while and alot of exciting stuff are happening,

My brother's girlfriend is pregnant, she was pregant about four months ago, hope it's a girl (She might call it Amber, we never got to talking about what if it was a boy lol). My oldest brother is also getting married, hope to be aleast one of the groomsmen, I would be upset if I wasn't.

On EO news, well there's nothing to report really, I only go on thier to see Kary these days, sometimes stay a bit longer then usual, who knows maybe when the new verison comes out I will be on even more,

Gold Bank

2008-05-20T23:40:00.000-07:00

Well, today I was EO longer then five minutes hanging out with Nakedeyes, Karysah and Strenghtxown aka Billy. And Kary and Billy decided to drop gold all over Stronghold bank

Kary's the one in the red dress, Naked is the one in the white dress and Billy is the male redhead, and we all know who I am in the picture? Anyway they did the entire bank, you can't see it of course but it was alot, of course soon people wanted to take it so Kary let them but it was good.

June 10th

2008-05-19T20:05:00.000-07:00

Well, June 10th is my birthday which is three weeks away Yay!.

I am not sure what I am doing on the actual day seeing how it's on Tuesday, Monday I will be having a party. Saturday I might be getting pizza and videos. 14th Saturday I might go out with a friend and the 15th I may do something with my sister in law for her birthday. Sunday I might do something with my twin sister as well. (8th)

But the actual day Tuesday June 10th... Nobody will be home, everyone I know will be working or going to school, but I don't want to spend home by myself. See the last three years was on a public hoilday or a weekend, so I had a party then. And the years before it I was in school, either I was let out to do something with my parents or I had not such a bad day there.

But this year is the first year on a weekday that I am alone, no school, no weekends and everybody too busy to do something. I might hang out with Karysah on EO if I can't do anything else.

PS. And if I do, anyone causes trouble and I will kick your ass.

Endless Online and The Sims 2

2008-04-29T21:22:00.000-07:00

Well, it seems things could be looking up for Endless Online. The spamming is officially gone and Vult is trying to do something about the speeding. While he may able to get rid of that, he won't able to get rid of the jackasses and such of EO but that's the world, even if you wanted the internet to escape the real world you can't really escape.

Anyway I may be on more depending.

Depending as if I can fix The Sims 2, something's wrong with it, the Bon Voyage expansion disk isn't working and I am trying to get help from people at Modthesims2 help forum and it's taking SO long because barely anyone goes their, they go to the site's sister forum but you can't ask tech issues help there...

I am not going back to Seasons thought, I have done so much on the Sims 2 that I don't want to take another step back. SO I got to find out what is going on, I just wish someone at that forum would hurry up and help.

Heya!

2008-04-14T16:13:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, just putting an update on my blog:)

Nothing much going on, although I am going over to my cousins house today (Tuesday) and will be back on Saturday, still waiting for them to come and pick me up but of course they are fashionably late lol.

Haven't been on EO much, only go there nowadays to talk to Karysah. Which reminds me I keep forgetting to go to Ava's game (Neava) and log on, hopefully I will remeber when I return and I will come on.

Heard about the gold dupe (On EO) andI hear some people are rich;) It's cool with me, this is what happens when you don't go on it much thought (I am still level 15!). But Kary is the only reason why I go on (No Offense Pinkeamber and others, I like talking to you lot as well). I don't see Ava and Nezlo on much, and Nakedeyes and Darmic are rarely on and when they are, I am not.

So anyways, hope you all had a good day and be happy:) Oh and it's 9:17am right now, who wants to bet that my realtives won't be here until after 9:30am?

I will let you know what time they come if you are interested later on, but I am gonna go now and browse the net, Bye, have a good day.

The Sims 2, Crappy Internet and Update

2008-03-29T19:28:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, yes it is me, just letting you know I am still here, alive and kicking.

The reason why I have barely being on is because I have been playing the Sims 2, ever since my brother wiped my computer, I have only allowed The Sims 2 and my story A world Unknown on it (When I get an external harddrive I will put other stuff on that), The Sims 2 has been working faster then it used to when my computer was literally full, but don't worry I will still visit EO/Avamay's game (Neava?).

Plus I still like to visit, Kary, Nezlo, Ava and others on EO/Neava.

Another reason why I have barely being on is because the internet on this computer I am on is crap, well the computer itself it's crap, its needs to be wiped as well. And it takes forever to open well anything, and when it starts up it takes forever and sometimes gets these runtime errors and you have to restart it.

Anyway, I got lunch waiting for me so I gotta go

Endless Online...A game for fun or pain?

2008-03-05T21:52:00.000-08:00

Well, I have noticed alot lately that people I know keep leaving one way or another.

While Karysah has sort of returned to EO, I wouldn't blame her for wanting to stay off, after everything she's been through.

I know something bad has happened to Avamay (I don't know if it's EO related or not, but I think she said on her blog something happened in real life so I don't know) and I won't pry since I don't think I have a right to, which has led Nezlo to sort of leave too (Well for a little bit).

Then there are my friends Nakedeyes and Darmic who rarely ever visits Eo anymore despite remarrying again, but both of them hate the drama on EO.

Then not forgetting myself with the crap I went through with Ladybluet...So it makes me wonder, should we even bother with EO? I know, I wouldn't have met Karysah, Nakedeyes, Darmic and not to mention Avamay, Nezlo and others that way (And I am glad I did), but is the pain from others worth it? Is it worth it to become popular and famous? Is it worth it to help people when they may not do the same for you. Is it worth getting married to someone only to be shot down like a falling Angel?

Aside from Kary, I don't think many has notice I am rarely on Eo, I guess I am tired of the drama, I only go on to comfort Kary lately (Because she is my friend:)), but I barely want to train or do anything else, the only thing I want to do on Eo lately is comfort Kary, and maybe go somewhere and train myself, away from the newbies and the noobs, away from the jackasses and bitches who think they are better then you, who call you nub just for standing.

I know if everyone leaves (Which only consists of a few people now, maybe less if Ava is leaving forever) I will either stop coming or just go somewhere prive and empty and train their forever.

Apology to Xiloscientza

2008-02-27T02:09:00.001-08:00

I really hate when blogs stuff up:( I had a long apology here but I am not rewriting it.

So hg here;'s a public apology to Xiloscienta, I am sorry for being hostile and badmouthing you, it's just when I saw Kary upset and leaving, I was angry and I am overprotive of my friends.

So I am sorry, I hope you can forgive.

Possible the last picture of Karysah

2008-02-25T20:51:00.000-08:00

Well, this picture was taken a while ago, I think in December or January. I look like her execpt opposite robe:).

This could be the last picture I ever have of Kary, ingame if she never comes back. She was a sweet girl and didn't deserve the crap she got (Kattzz and other people including Xiloscientza)

Karysah has left EO

2008-02-25T19:48:00.000-08:00

Yes, one of the most nicest people on Endless Online has left EO possible forever, and possible the internet, It's thanks to her ex husband Xiloscientza who was the last straw when he left Kary for another person.

This is why I am never gonna get married on EO (Ladybluet, Ladymeeooww, Hotyme and another one proved it won't work).

But Kary has gone, and she sent me a final goodbye letter:( It is a sad day for EO.

Nezlo...Ava...Pinkember and anyone else I consider a friend who's reading this, don't leave EO please, otherwise EO is just going to be nothing but a game to me. And I might end up being a jerk to people because I won't care anymore.

Kary...if you are reading this, Don't go, think of what Ava and Nina did to help you get your account back, if you go it will be for nothing.

Dungeon Keeper

2008-02-25T16:52:00.000-08:00

Sorry I haven't written anything for a while, I have been playing a game called Dungeon Keeper, it is a fun game and I always end up getting suck into it after playing it:) You should try playing it but it may be hard to find since DK has been out since the 90's.

Plus sometimes Endless Onlines becomes boring, but don't worry, I will still come on, I am not planning to leave anytime soon.

I met a girl on the bus today..

2008-02-17T22:17:00.000-08:00

Well, today may have been (Trying to not jinx it) the day I break out of my shell. I met this girl on the bus named Sarah, we had a few conversations while on my way to Garden City. Perhaps it's because the bus was empty aside from us and the driver.

And I am not at school. And this is me, talking to a complete stranger that I didn't know, and most of all she was a girl (And pretty too), maybe 2008 is going to be promising.

Change...

2008-02-16T03:13:00.000-08:00

Well, lately I have been wanting a change to things, like the way I dress, the way I eat or the way my profile looks on Myspace/Bebo/Facebook, a change from my what my characters wears in games (I am kinda tired of that Frog mask, once I buy Dark Endur that thing is coming off, might put the Lens/Oron the bank and wear something else too.

I dunno, I guess lately I have been wanting a change, and been doing it, I guess when you look at the same thing or do the same thing, you kinda get bored. Does anyone else ever feel like this?

Ava won her case

2008-02-13T21:51:00.001-08:00

If you hadn't read on Ava's/Nezlo's blog or anyone else yet, Ava won her case with Paypal, Tucktucktuc, the girl who scammed Ava I suspect is being grounded for life, because if she was my daughter I would do the same.

Anyways, as I said on Ava and Nezlo blog, Congrats Ava, since this is really good news, then my Valentine seems to be a good day, and I barely sat down and wallowed that I was single this year:)

Happy Valentine Day

2008-02-13T20:08:00.001-08:00

Well, Valentine has hit this side of the world for half a day already (I live in Australia and as I write this sentence its 2:08pm). So Happy Valentine to everyone or early Valentine's.

I am not exactly that keen on Valentine's, but only because it's the same year, me being single and thinking about it, so I went to the shops and sort of got my mind off it.

I also caught the bus alone on the way back home, why is it interesting? Because this is the first time I done it alone, yep I am almost 20 and it's the first time, I will catch the bus by myself the next time too (I hopefully will know how to use my card to get money out of the bank now my sister showed me).

I think me graduating two years ago may have done wonders, I know how to use the Oven now too. I know, I know, I should have know this stuff already but I guess I never really tried learning now, hmm what's next? Living alone in an apartment for a week? Paying the bills;), having a girlfriend, doing "it" (Yes, I am a virgin and not afraid to say it).

I will post any more stuff that I find worthy to be told about.

Lizzy Swarm

2008-02-12T22:15:00.000-08:00

Well, I was alone in Altantis, the second house with Lizzys, so I got bored and decided to create a swarm of Lizzys, here is a screenie:)

There's another off screen that you can't see (Slow coach), I got all of the Lizzys (Execpt that one) where they spawned and brought them together in one place. And then I finished them off easily;)

As it seems, the picture resize cut off the other four but you can just see them on the side where it was cut.

Scammed..

2008-02-12T04:17:00.000-08:00

Well, Ava isn't the only person who was scammed in the last few days (Granted mine didn;'t cost me real dollars).

Apparently a Female Archery Armor is 2.5k max and not 7k-10k as I was led to believe. The day before yesterday I was trying to buy a female hero for my female alt charrie, and I got one for about 7k then changed my mind. While going around the sqaure asking people to trade with me, this girl asks to trade the hero for Archery.

After some thinking I asked her if the Arch Armory was the same price as the Hero, now I don't know if she gotten the prices mixed up with the male and female. Which I am going to find out next time she logs in (I am certain it's Darixena or something to that exent), althought if she purposely tricked me then I am not going to let her get away with this.

And even thought I managed to get like from 15k to 42k by collecting tents, it still doesn't remove the fact I was scammed (Intentionally or not), I could probably have about near 50k if I still had the 7k (Which is what the Female hero cost..That is the price of a F hero right?).

Yes Ava was scammed, but there's no need for bashing

2008-02-11T15:20:00.000-08:00

After reading Wikky's post (Link on Nezlo's blog), I am quite shocked as the way he went on about how Ava got scammed.

Everyone makes mistakes in life, some are bad and some are even worse but that's no need for I told you so and bashing. And quite frankly I am tired of people bashing Ava/Nezlo, I have only known these two for a short period of time but they are some of the most trusting people out there and it's hard to find that in EO...Or in the real world even.

So Ava was scammed out of real life money, I don't think we should be making her feel miserable more then she already is, she already blaming herself for it (Techinally it's tucktucktuc's fault because she scammed her out of real money). Now we can only hope this whole thing is put to justice, because tuck can be charged in real life if this gets taken to court.

So enough with the Ava bashing.

Also like to clear something up that I read from the EO forums, Ava is not a scammer herself, how do I know this? Because she helped me transfer some items to another character which a real scammer wouldn't have. Not only that, but Ava is one of the people responsbile for getting Karysah's account back when it was hacked (Along with Nina and some others), and that makes her a good person in my book.

Finally made it to level 15

2008-02-10T19:26:00.000-08:00

Well, today I finally made it to level 15. Took me about an hour or so to get to it, but now I am going to relax in EO and just enjoy it (Well, much as I can).

So expect to see me around Stronghold more (Unless I am hanging with my good friend Karysah which is usually Stronghold or Altantis). Hopefully Kary or someone above level 15 will take me to see the dragons since it's one of the reasons why I wanted to see level 15 (Aside from Imps, they are the only monsters I have seen).

So if you are higher then level 15 and are taking a party to the Dragon area, feel free to PM me. I will grab my bow and help out while also healing.

First Post

2008-02-09T19:26:00.000-08:00

Hello Everyone, This is the first post to my blog which is mostly about Endless Online and the people in it, but will sometimes include other stuff.

I am Ortiur on Endless Online, many of you may or may not know who am I (I hang around Stronghold alot now, if I am not there it's Bales/Altantis/Ancient City or just randomly anywhere.). Here is a picture of my character.

I am level 14 but once I reach level 15 I plan taking off the mask and relax for a while, I got 20k to go so woot!.