I doubt anyone even reads my blog anymore since I haven't updated in almost a year but oh well.
I don't know who I am anymore, I am not the same person as I was 10 years ago, hell even 5 years ago. It seems like one by one my dreams are crushed and something out there loves screwing me around. I am gonna try writing a story, whoever I am, whatever my destiny is there's gotta be a reason why I write stories all the time. I gotta be someone.
Amber Benson, my favorite actress and a very nice person has done many things by the time she reached 24. Acting, Published a comic book, producing, directing and other stuff and I just wished I could be good as her well she's not perfect but I like it. Maybe I can be good, do things just like Amber. Sitting around and doing nothing cannot be my life, I refuse to believe that. I have got have some greater calling.
And who knows, maybe publishing a book (Not a crappy one, I will not settle for that) might able to get me to LA one, and maybe even somehow meet Amber Benson.
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I'm still following your blog bud, I know how you are feeling right now, believe it or not most everyone goes through this at one time in their life or another.
My advice is, Do what makes you happy, if you are not sure what that is then trying different things is the only way to find out and it never hurts to give things a try.
I think it would be great if you wrote a book, who knows what could come of it, good luck in whatever you choose to do my friend.
(Ortiur of course here)Hey Nez:) I am glad to hear you are still following it. Thanks.
And true, I seem to go this everyday though, hopefully things will change.
It would be great, hopefully one day soon the inspiration for a great book idea will come to me and I will able to write it out to the end.
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