Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Endless Online...A game for fun or pain?

Well, I have noticed alot lately that people I know keep leaving one way or another.

While Karysah has sort of returned to EO, I wouldn't blame her for wanting to stay off, after everything she's been through.

I know something bad has happened to Avamay (I don't know if it's EO related or not, but I think she said on her blog something happened in real life so I don't know) and I won't pry since I don't think I have a right to, which has led Nezlo to sort of leave too (Well for a little bit).

Then there are my friends Nakedeyes and Darmic who rarely ever visits Eo anymore despite remarrying again, but both of them hate the drama on EO.

Then not forgetting myself with the crap I went through with Ladybluet...So it makes me wonder, should we even bother with EO? I know, I wouldn't have met Karysah, Nakedeyes, Darmic and not to mention Avamay, Nezlo and others that way (And I am glad I did), but is the pain from others worth it? Is it worth it to become popular and famous? Is it worth it to help people when they may not do the same for you. Is it worth getting married to someone only to be shot down like a falling Angel?

Aside from Kary, I don't think many has notice I am rarely on Eo, I guess I am tired of the drama, I only go on to comfort Kary lately (Because she is my friend:)), but I barely want to train or do anything else, the only thing I want to do on Eo lately is comfort Kary, and maybe go somewhere and train myself, away from the newbies and the noobs, away from the jackasses and bitches who think they are better then you, who call you nub just for standing.

I know if everyone leaves (Which only consists of a few people now, maybe less if Ava is leaving forever) I will either stop coming or just go somewhere prive and empty and train their forever.

4 comments:

Pinkember said...

I really hope that you don't leave. It would make me sad. I'm always on and I still play at least ^^. And I know what you mean. There is quite a bit of drama on EO now.

Nezlo said...

Nice post, Nicely said indeed, EO is always full of drama and problems.

It's good to take a break every now and then, Get away from it all and relax etc.

I hope you stay around, If you take a break I don't blame you, You are a very good player/person and I hate to see good players leave for good.

Ortiur said...

Thanks guys, don't worry I am not gonna leave, I might be on less thought, actually I think I have been on the internet less as well, Dungeon Keeper is keeping me occupied:)

Kary said...

Well said Nezlo. I've been taking a break lately too. It helps to get away from all the drama for a few days. Orti, I'm sorry that so much pain and drama happen on eo. :/ Thanks for coming around sometimes just to be a good friend to me. I appreciate you. And I know you would never take off without ever coming back. You're too much of a friend to do that to people who care about you. :)